Sunday, October 02, 2011
No regrets
posted by Anamika Anyone at 12:11 am
I've lived my life looking back. Wish I had a dog. Wish my Mom were more caring in my childhood. Wish I didn't put on so much weight. Wish I'd taken dance classes earlier. Wish I'd been there. Done that. Wish I'd had a real relationship. Wish I'd never had a heartbreak. Wish that, wish this.

Wishing in the past is futile. I know this, but my heart still wishes. I still don't stop that poison entering my soul; regret.

I have no idea of knowing what would have happened if I'd not had that accident. I don't know how my life would have turned out if I'd taken CS as my branch. Life would have been neither better nor worse, it just would have been different. That's all. I believe that the sum of all my life experiences is zero. Negatives and positives, goods and bads get cancelled. Every life is given an equal share of ups and downs, maybe unequally distributed. We're also given an equal amount of strength, fortitude and grace to handle it. Only harnessing these qualities is left to the individual.

So, regret is pointless. Useless. It only results in pain. It's unnecessary.

Let go.

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Monday, September 19, 2011
Eat Pray Love
posted by Anamika Anyone at 9:52 am
I've started reading Eat Pray Love. Again and again this week, I'm coming across books, videos and people who talk about the importance of self discipline and its relationship with freedom. One cannot be without the other. They cannot sustain on their own for long.

Everyday I must to little. Little by little, I can grow big.
If it is to be, it is up to me. Attitude!
Name list! Dream list! My basics!
Upline-downlne relationship. Edification of downline.

1/1/108: Fitness: Zilch.
Business: Systems-training by Ruth, had invited Shashi, Abhishek, Kothi and Anusha for WGS, but none turned up(Must invite stronger!), showed a plan for Vathsala(amidst noise, and yelling kids)-guy wants to do it but then got fed crap about NWM by his friend-must meet him and educate. Watched Pathman video-attitude. Awesome!
Misc: Hookahed, drank Long Island Iced Tea(My fav cocktail!) and ate Eggs and Chicken with Shetty, Jani, Hui, Ruth. Not again for a whole month. I am OFF non-veg, alcohol and hookah till Oct 20th 2010! But had a good time.

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